I did 1000mg SJW for 30 days. The first few days I didn't feel good but I'm not sure if that was due to SJW or if I was sick or something. I don't know if 30 days was too much, but it took about a week for me to start seeing some benefits (MW and dreams, specifically) so I think probably 2 weeks is ...

For what it’s worth, I lurked here *for years* before finally creating an account and posting anything. I bet you 80% of visitors here would tell the same story. During those years I certainly remember posts by both Ghost and Meso giving me hope when I had none. Hell, when I first stumbled here I di...

I have it too. For me, it definitely started with pssd. It’s pretty weird because if I get erect, my glans will not fill at all. Taking V does seem to help, but I always try to take the minimum necessary (about 12mg), and at that dosage sometimes the glans still does not fill. If I take a full V the...

Well, I’ve been dealing with pssd for about 10 years so it’s hard to know what “normal” is anymore. As for fatigue, yes I think I’m fatigued. When I was very into my regime – taking supplements, eating well, exercising a lot – well, then I seemed to have lots of energy. That lasted about a year unti...

Someone (@Idoagree) sent me a PM asking for an update, I'll respond here in case it can help others. It's been almost exactly a year since my last post. Honesty, the pandemic and lockdown seriously affected my already minimized addressing of my symptoms. Since my original post, about 2 years ago(!),...

Thanks for these articles, Meso. Very interesting. I just spent a couple hours reading most of what you’ve posted and will certainly try to keep up-to-date. Just ignore the haters, it’s the internet so just know for every hater publicly challenging you, there’sa thousand others that are appreciative...

Ya. It would be nice if someone could do a search and replace on that page and change “pssdlab.wordpress.com” to “pssdlab.wordpress.org”. It’s a great resource, too bad all the links are broken. The links are being scuttled off to some crappy link share (casino, etc) now. To open the links, right-c...

Ya. It would be nice if someone could do a search and replace on that page and change “pssdlab.wordpress.com” to “pssdlab.wordpress.org”. It’s a great resource, too bad all the links are broken.

I don't feel comfortable giving anyone advice as am still in the midst of dragging myself out of this hole too but I can tell you a few things that helped me. Hopefully they help you out. It sounds like you have many different symptoms, as I did (and still do). I'd encourage you to document them for...

How many of you guys have anhedonia/emotional blunting/inability to enjoy music etc? Yes. For me, this is absolutely the worst part of PSSD. It affects my entire life, relationships, work, play, entertainment, sex, and dreams. I had actually improved this quite dramatically for about a year and the...