Zolofthater420 wrote:First of all, sry for letting you guys wait so long. I haven´t forgotten about you. I was just a bit bussy and enjoying life too. I hope you all do fine somehow
I still gave some updates in some whatsapp groups.
So i have to say thaat im almost back to normal. I can´t exactly say, but i think maybe 95% - very close to 100%.
I don´t want to say, that it was only the bethanechol, what helped me. I don´t really know. But i can say, that my healing started while taking bethanechol.
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The first week: (i wrote it allready in the oter threat)
So its a week for me now today.
I took the drug 4x 25mg a day.
My symptoms in the first place we're:
-genital anesthesia ( felt like my dick is not a part of my body anymore )
- numb skin everywhere especially at the finger pits
- very less pleasure while masturbating
- hard to achieve orgasm - but possible
- pleasurless orgasm
- delayed orgasm
- low libido
- no nocturnal erections / morning wood ( at least very rare )
- couldn't get erection without physically stimulation
* erection strength was slightly worse but okay
* was only anhedonia the first 2 month, then it was gone from alone - tried suplements but wouldn't say the helped me.
At like the secound day I could feel that my skin weren't as numb as before. I thougt it will be placebo maybe, so I didn't gave it much attention. But it got better than I could ever expect.
As I said in on day 7 now.
My skin numbness and genital anesthesia is completely gone. I can feel my dick now as a part of my body again.
Also i had nocturnal erections and morning wood the last 2 days.
My orgasm is still a bit pleasurless and delayed, but very much better than before. My pleasure while masturbating is also better to a good degree - but not perfect.
I watched porn yesterday and got hard without touching.
I could say i improved in every symptom especially in anesthesia.
I know its only 7 days, but i swear everything is totaly true. I will answer all questions.
My mood is very good today too - not sure if its because my depression is lifting or because urecholine is raising oxytocin - the love hormone.
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Now the news:
So i took the bethanechol for 2 weeks more. My healing was different from day to day (70 to close to 100%) - every day was a bit different.
Then i stopped completely and my symptoms got a bit worse again. Maybe 65-70%.
I was a bit in fear thaat i have to take the betah foreever, or that the relief is not permanent.
I waited like two weeks without taking it and it was still at 65-70% - my main issue were the low libido and the numbness were a bit back (also in fingers).
After those 2 weeks without taking it i wanted to start it again, but i took it very irregular. Some day 2x 25mg, then 1x 25mg, then mybe nothing and them 3x 25mg (not exactly like this, but close to)
I have done that for like 1,5 weeks.
I got better again and i stopped again.
I was just trying to get behind, how much i need, to stay successful.
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since then i haven´t took a single pill betah again, but im still very close to 100%
while imagine having sex or kissing my gf - in both situations i get an errection and sex also feals good again. maybe not exactly like before (i can last a bit longer now, but i don´t care)
So im in a very good state since 3 weeks and i feel mentaly amazing too. depression is gone and energy is very good too.
Some side informations: i hit the gym very often in this time, i took some drugs in this time: weed (almost daily - i know, its not a good habit) , mdma 1 time, mushrooms 2 times
I haven´t double checked my orthography and it´s not my mother tongue - don´t judge me please^^
Im a bit more active here now. I will try to answer all you questions.
I whish you all the best.