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Leb89
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Really scared

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Hey guys,

Just looking for some hope. I took two doses of citalopram in october 19. After two month things got better. Anyway I got impatient and took 5 mg Lithium orotate against PE. After that I had a crash, everything got numb again, no libido. Another four weeks later my libido returned a bit. Took 5 mg cialis to fix ED. Crashed again badly. Experienced numb orgasms the first time after the cialis. Very scaring. Another three weeks later I had a window of two weeks where it got better. Took Arginine for two days. That was six weeks ago. I am completely numb again, no changes since then. I really begin to worry now.

Is it possible that I fucked up my healing chances with those stupid supplements? My thoughts get darker from day to day.

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You're not the only one who experienced similar reaction with cialis and arginine related supplements. I think you didn't break anything. You could try yohimbine+forskolin to return sensitivity.
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kpavel wrote: Tue Mar 24, 2020 10:48 am You're not the only one who experienced similar reaction with cialis and arginine related supplements. I think you didn't break anything. You could try yohimbine+forskolin to return sensitivity.
Thanks for your answer! I won‘t take any supplement no more. I will wait one more year. If nothing happens I will think about further experiments.
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I just want to say one thing: the owners of this page should fix a topic on top of the page which tells PSSD newbies to do nothing in the first year. We come here, deeply scarred and desperate and after 5 minutes on this page we are more confused than ever. You post about your problem and you get 10 different answers what to do. But what I have learned and read about PSSD you should do nothing but let time pass at least in the first year. The only member that is allways saying that is jaxx. I should have listened to him. Now I feel like I made the same misstake 4 times: took the fucking SSRI, then the lithium, the cialis and the arginine. This makes me mad!

I think there really should be done sth like a guide for new PSSD sufferers on top of the page. Dear moderators think about that. I feel like I made everything worse than ever by following advices given on this page. This is not ment to be an accusation, don‘t get me wrong. It is just an idea to prevent confused people from fucking up their condition even more.

My new therapist told me he got to meet 3 patients who recovered from PSSD naturally by doing nothing between a period from 3-12 month. The most natural reaction of us all is to find a cure by doing something in the way to take something. But who knows if all people on this forum are stucked because they are taking something? Meanwhile I believe most people would recover by doing nothing. Or recover by doing nothing. These people never register here and they never post their story. Whatever, just my five bucks...

Hope we all het well sooner or later.
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We just don't have a statistics on how many members or lurkers skipped their 1st year living their ordinary life. Some rush into extreme experiments with drugs from the beginning, some don''t do much for 10+ years. Both risk of course.
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Leb89 wrote: Tue Mar 24, 2020 11:48 am
kpavel wrote: Tue Mar 24, 2020 10:48 am You're not the only one who experienced similar reaction with cialis and arginine related supplements. I think you didn't break anything. You could try yohimbine+forskolin to return sensitivity.
Thanks for your answer! I won‘t take any supplement no more. I will wait one more year. If nothing happens I will think about further experiments.
Hi Leb

Have you got any better? Are you still not taking any supplements?
Last pill March 2019 - Citalopram for 7 years
Numbed penis and weak orgasm
Fatigue
Slightly blunted
Dizziness (this has improved a lot in the last 6 months)
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Hey,

I still feel really bad. But I still don’t take anything. I am pretty desperate, mentally in a really bad place. But I still try to hang in without taking anything. Started Yoga 3 weeks ago.
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Hang in there it should improve. I don’t see cialis or citrulline making things worse long term. I take both regularly .
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Leb89 wrote: Wed Jul 29, 2020 9:27 am Hey,

I still feel really bad. But I still don’t take anything. I am pretty desperate, mentally in a really bad place. But I still try to hang in without taking anything. Started Yoga 3 weeks ago.
Hope you get better soon! And please let us know if you do. Good luck mate 👍
Last pill March 2019 - Citalopram for 7 years
Numbed penis and weak orgasm
Fatigue
Slightly blunted
Dizziness (this has improved a lot in the last 6 months)
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