A year ago today my life was ruined

[Juvo]

3 years.

I only took Citalopram HBr for essentially a week back in 2014. It fucked my brain up badly.


As far as improvements go, my cognitive ability has improved and anhedonia has improved to a considerable degree.

Sexual function is still damaged but it did improve. Sensitivity and libido are fucked up, but, erections are almost as good as they used to be (maybe 70%. definitely not exactly as good). Orgasm feels almost as good (again, maybe 70%).

I dunno. You can improve from this bullshit, but, I don't know if I/we will ever be back to fully NORMAL again.


Whatever you do, don't listen to some of the advice here recommending more drugs. The brain should be able to recover on its own. Don't fuck it up further.

How would you rate the libido?

I think this is one of my more disturbing symptoms. The absence of any desire. Even trying to think erotically is hard. It's like those images are quickly erased

[celexahell]

Libido is essentially absent.


However, once I get going, it's like my libido returns.

But it's nothing like being where I'd think about fucking girls all day long.