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[succubus76]

Update c:

I've taking l carnetine and l argenine whit spicy food and I don't know if it is coincidence but my pennis has been responding almost to a pre SSRI level, soft glands and numbness considerably reduced(still have it).practically rock hard.orgasms, hard to tell, probably 70%. The passion factor is still missing. But Is all very mechanic.interest in porn significantly increased.My genitals doesn't longer feel cold and whit the size of a pee. My interest in women is still considerably numb. Something in my sexuality still feels disconnected
Don't know if I'm going to develop tolerance to l argenine tho.

Despite the sexual improves, I've feeling very anhedonic, emotionless, apathetic and whitout ambition lately (hard to watch a movie, or to listen music, hard to relax).tried SJW yesterday in a tea empty stomach in the morning, and I believe it make me feel more emotionally numb through the day, but that same night, I felt little sexual drive and I was able to climax. So i don't really know if SJW is helping. Also that night had and incredibly vivid dream that I attribute to SJW, so I got scary, I wont probably going to touch SJW for a while

I wanna try red Korean ginseng, you think it would help a bit whit emotions, also, do you develop tolerance from it?

I've feeling down lately, coffee doesn't longer gives me that little euphoria, just terrible anxiety.
I don't longer feel that healthy aggressiveness I used to have, hip hop doesn't bring me that energetic feeling.

We all here suffering and I appreciate the time you put Into this, thanks meso. Any recommendation for anhedonia? Living this way is a choke, and the only reason I keep going is for my brothers, if I cannot have a happy life, at least, I could work to give to him

I'm willing to experimentate on my self, if you have any theory that it could work. Best wishes.

[Snake]

It's so great you're experiencing sexual improvements! Just keep in mind that we probably may have depression on the top of that causing things like anhedonia. Pssd is that unhuman that our minds could change a bit because of stress and tremendous suffering.

[succubus76]

It's so great you're experiencing sexual improvements! Just keep in mind that we probably may have depression on the top of that causing things like anhedonia. Pssd is that unhuman that our minds could change a bit because of stress and tremendous suffering.

I used to suffer from depression last years. At some point, they were extremely incapacitating, and I got used to it as part of my personality. I use sertraline and immediately feel better, I thought that's how normal people feels like but, after that, I realize I can't access to my other emotions, my dick got numb and my motivation got killed.
I'm no longer experience depression, just a mild apathy, which is 100 times worst. I just want my melancholy personality back :c. You know, melancholy and sadness are so deep and profound emotions, people say they are bad, but they aren't, we as a humans beings should experience grief and pain when we lose something we love. Try to anesthetize whit a pill in simply unnatural and unacceptable

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Update

The next morning after SJW I realize that I've enjoying things a bit more, I even open an old manga and I'm really interested in lecture, music stimulates my imagination as before, i even start to planning my activities of my day that I know they are going to be fun, I got a brief moments of my old self back. This haven't happend since sertraline.
I think SJW has potential, despite the fact that gave me weird lucid dreams. Overall, the next day I feel less anhedonic

I ain't following any special diet, 3 meals per day

[Snake]

It's so great you're experiencing sexual improvements! Just keep in mind that we probably may have depression on the top of that causing things like anhedonia. Pssd is that unhuman that our minds could change a bit because of stress and tremendous suffering.

I used to suffer from depression last years. At some point, they were extremely incapacitating, and I got used to it as part of my personality. I use sertraline and immediately feel better, I thought that's how normal people feels like but, after that, I realize I can't access to my other emotions, my dick got numb and my motivation got killed.
I'm no longer experience depression, just a mild apathy, which is 100 times worst. I just want my melancholy personality back :c. You know, melancholy and sadness are so deep and profound emotions, people say they are bad, but they aren't, we as a humans beings should experience grief and pain when we lose something we love. Try to anesthetize whit a pill in simply unnatural and unacceptable

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Update

The next morning after SJW I realize that I've enjoying things a bit more, I even open an old manga and I'm really interested in lecture, music stimulates my imagination as before, i even start to planning my activities of my day that I know they are going to be fun, I got a brief moments of my old self back. This haven't happend since sertraline.
I think SJW has potential, despite the fact that gave me weird lucid dreams. Overall, the next day I feel less anhedonic

I ain't following any special diet, 3 meals per day

I got something similiar - a brief moment of my old self back at the beginning of baclofen. I even felt love once. That's really promising. If we can do it once then it's possible to do it for good even if it means taking something for life.

[succubus76]

Do you even fall in love?! I think meso gave you so much bacoflen . SSRIs fuck ups different parts of our body, and each symptom has their own pathway of action of our bodies, a completely cure would mean a cocktail of different drugs, which is dangerous. I think if we reach relief in apathy/anhedonia would be a greatly success. Nobody says it going to be easy, but there's hope that can get better, as you experienced, and my self too
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I would say this is my better day since I stop sertraline

[Snake]

Maybe try once again with getting baclofen. Make appointment with any doctor and sell him shit about terrible neck stiffness or something. I'm getting it without any problems. In my case there are almost no side effects as for now and life is noticeably easier. Won't hurt trying

[succubus76]

Maybe try once again with getting baclofen. Make appointment with any doctor and sell him shit about terrible neck stiffness or something. I'm getting it without any problems. In my case there are almost no side effects as for now and life is noticeably easier. Won't hurt trying

I don't know the causes behind baclofen tolerance, neither MDMA, could be a serotonin depletion, receptor dysregulation or something more complicated. I hope it works again

[Meso]

I don't know the causes behind baclofen tolerance, neither MDMA, could be a serotonin depletion, receptor dysregulation or something more complicated. I hope it works again

Glad you are doing better!

I would look into getting Baclofen or Flibanserin. The tolerance to Baclofen is mediated through postsynaptic 5HT1A downregulation, which SJW fixes. For me, SJW reverses tolerance to Baclofen within 3 days. You can also look into getting Fasoracetam, which upregulates GABA-B receptors.

[succubus76]

hi meso, i know you are busy and i really apprecite the help you gave to the users.

can you help me a little bit c:?

since i quiet sertraline, i was suffering from "emtpy mind". difficult reaching memories and truoble in deep reasoning. I start drinking diet cole last days and i noticed some thoughts/memories randomly pop up in my mind as before wich is excellent, i feeling im recovering my mind, still it could be more "sharp". Also i noticed a slighty feeling of depression that i attribute due to cola caffeine since coffee make me feel the same. (no longer experience rush from coffee, only depression and axiety, i think)

could you recommend anything to brain fog and anhedonia? thank you meso

[Meso]

Look into 600 mg NAC before sleeping. If you want a more powerful thing than diet coke, look into Sarcosine.