Low Dose SSRI (Reinstatement)

[pete]

I have pssd for 3 or 4 years from paxil.
No more waves in the last half year before starting to experiment.
And no more intake besides that what i have written here (first post + like 5 single 2.5mg doses. Last one was over a month ago)
I will do some more if necessary. But just 1-2 mg then. I think these 2.5mg were still too much.
But at the moment i'm just waiting it out.
If it continue like this i could be cured in some weeks.

[GIXXER]

I may have to try paxcil again. It was the first antidepressant I used, and from what I can remember I still had a normal sex drive. I stopped taking it because I would drink alcohol, and would turn into a complete blacked out asshole.

[GIXXER]

Any update Pete?

[GIXXER]

Any update Pete?

[pete]

Hell yea. Things are going crazy.
Since two Days it's all so warm and colored.
Waves are coming all day now.
Interesting Detail - when the wave is very strong, it feels like an electric shock.
One of those almost knocked me out. I couldn't control my muscles anymore.

[GIXXER]

Crazy. How's your libido, are you cycling the paxil, and at what dose?

[DoIt]

Any news?

[pete]

Baseline is improving further and further.
Not completely cured yet.

@gixxer no intake at all

[DoIt]

Can you elaborate a bit? Is anhedonia going away and are emotions returning? How do you feel? Anything strange?

[pete]

Actually i'm feeling high. Pupils are big, i am sweeting a lot. Like on opiates. Old memories and emotions are coming up.
Heart beat is faster and feels different. Brain fog is leaving.
I wasn't even aware of being still depersonalized that much all this time.