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thanks for the update magnilo!
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Hello Magnilo. I saw you tried many drugs and supplements. Which is better for anxiety and panic disorder (in your opinion)? Moclobemide, tianeptine, bacopa monnieri?
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None of these u mentioned (with maybe the exception of bacopa). I think trazodone, vortioxetine and agomelatine are sonewhat useful for GAD or SA (in that order). Moclobemide is still the first thing I would try out of all these though.
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Hi magnilo,
Haven't you tried pramipexole and cabergoline?
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Not yet

11.01 edit:
just wanted to add that my situation is not really as good as i tought, as ive tried to have sex without cialis (and with some wine in my body) and it really didnt work that well. then i popped a cialis and it worked, but i still cant reach climax
the next day, with wine out of my body but the cialis still working, erections were good but i still couldnt climax. this is really frustrating, fundamentally it makes me think that nothing really changed
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13.03.2019 udpate:
Ive been travelling for a month and a half and been doing nofap for 3 of those 6 weeks, no porn for the whole 6.
it has good effects but its not miraculous i believe. besides its more of a lifestyle that i need to enforce upon myself and get used to it. all in all it is something i desire to so maybe it wont be too hard.
i still need "a little aid" to have lasting erections. i honestly have a hard time (he he) telling if the situation has improved or not in that area. Ive found reassuring that, once i ran out of cialis, i was still able to function one week after my last 2.5mg pill: this by taking 4g L-arginine before intercourse.
Over that period i have also not used the bathmate.

In november i had good boners and sensation. over that period i had just quit agomelatine+nsi189 a week before, and had started cistanche+ low dose ostarine.
i will now experiment with substances that affect DHT: DHT gel i got from RSP, cistanche, glycine, maybe creatine if i can,(as it gives me really bad stomach issues already at low doses).
Once i figure out if ostarine might have been really helpful, i might add back some.

I also want to ask my doctor for Bethanecol again: it seems to target a range of symptoms that overlap my current situation quite accurately.
Although i dont want to confound results and hope ill have the discipline to try things properly, one at a time.

other considerations:
i noticed recently that my acne flares up with intestinal discomfort.
when i was 6months off accutane, i got on minocycline, which is an antibiotic used for acne. As expected, i had all sorts of intestinal issues over that period, and my acne got horribly worse.
Now that ive started noticing the link acne/diarrea (sorry), i wonder what would happen if i manage to stay free of digestive issues + get off isotretinoin.
one thing that i think helped me immensely over the past half year is pycnogenol, because it has effects on many symptoms: IBS, NO + circulation, adhd.
my situation has been improving (altough not drastically) and i cant pin point it to much else, its the only thing ive been taking regularly along with L-arginine

22.03
I've had a couple of episodes of slight hematospermia in the past days.
considered ive never had anything similar in my life and had no idea what it'd mean, i was kinda surprised.
after a bit of googling it seemed clear that the general consensus is "most probably its transitory and not due to anything serious", which was reassuring
now the interesting part: upon further reading i found out that one apparent treatment for "chronic idiopathic hematospermia" is the use of finasteride.
probably by reducing dht it reduces also vascularity?
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copy pasted from another thread: http://www.pssdforum.com/viewtopic.php? ... 9&start=20

ive recently had a flu up to 39 degree with some sort of throat infection - it lasted 4 days and now its over, i sweated a lot. all in all kinda common.

i realized that i feel so much better than before now. my brainfog is much improved and, most of all, my energy levels are really up. i could jump out of bed straight away and started the day positively. this has not happened in a long long time. i realize now that in a couple of past episodes ive also felt much better in conjunction with some nights of nightsweats. once was this summer, where i misteriously had strange nightsweats, and one was like 5 years ago, when being back from a tropical vacation where i got sick. Ive always tried to analyze that period to deconstruct what might have happened that made me feel so energized, and i thought it was because i was taking antifungals due to some fungis i had catched on my feet. but now i recall i had been sick too, included night sweats which carried on for a while even after being back. i also had muscle cramps, particularly at night

list of small events that happened in the past 36h and which are not common at all:

had a sudden lust for my favourite chocolate which i didnt have at home, which made me dress up and walk to the store. mind you its not a big deal, but usually i just "live with it" and forget about it. i think this is a really big signal for something changing in reward system
found myself in bed giggling like a kid thinking of some funny nickname we gave to another friend,
found myself reading the ingredient list behind some kellogs with genuine interest, asking myself what the heck inversed sugar is,
i dont know if its placebo or what but i feel pro-positive towards my freetime and feel like investing it for my future, instead of killing it with series and sitting at home. all in all theres a feel of purpose.
a raging boner that woke me up, must have lasted one hour or so, because i fell asleep while having it and woke up again (cant tell how much time later sadly) but it was still there
im having some artistic ideas, and i dont find them stupid and "not worth pusuing" straight off the bat


besides that fever event, in the past month i have been trying the following:

bethenechol: no success. it did have some effects on the body, but nothing in the right direction. more about it in the bethenechol thread.

DHT gel, arginine, MK677: ive been using DHT gel, arginine for a while in conjunction with MK677 (GH secretalogue), the idea there is to restore vascularity, as my penis has little veins popping. this has markedly improved, the erections a bit aswell. im not sure if it is sustainable tho and even if it is said that low concentration dht gel does not go systemic, i do not believe so: i have a marked correlation between body acne and DHT (as creatine has proved multiple times), and after a couple of days of dht gel applied to the penis, my acne flares up. so i use it sparingly but im not sure it retains any therapeutic effect that way. all in all im not sure how to proceed with that. tldr: increased vascularity, boner feels fuller, not a miracle. ill keep going.

was thinking to start again agomelatine and or nsi189 (which i was using half a year ago and had good results) because i felt my mood was dropping, but this fever has fixed the issue for now so ill wait with that. damn weird but it'll do
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Very interesting what you said about the flu, anyone here whit similar experiences? Anyone knows what happends in the brain when we got fever? If what he said is true, we may try to replicate flu symptoms whit a drug to see if that helpa

I ain't had fever since pssd, but before, I used to love gummies, now I have no interested.
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succubus76 wrote:Very interesting what you said about the flu, anyone here whit similar experiences? Anyone knows what happends in the brain when we got fever? If what he said is true, we may try to replicate flu symptoms whit a drug to see if that helpa

I ain't had fever since pssd, but before, I used to love gummies, now I have no interested.
check the link i mentioned in my previous post, there are some other "long term users" of this forum that had also mentioned this effect! i had no idea, mustve missed the posts. its really interesting

25/05 edit: the positive afterglow effects i mentioned above have faded out over three days
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brief log entry because its been a while:
over the past months ive had a drop in "penile health" and i dont know why
i think it might be because i tried to replace pycnogenol with generic pine bark
or because ive been decreasing the l-arginine
or because ive upped the isotretinoin (accutane) to 30mg a week (from 10/15) (i know its toxic, outrage in 3 2 1)

otherwise ive been happy and not depressed at all (as you can probably see by the lack of posts) so idk whats up

ive decided to try a wellbutrin/trazodone combo because i liked both meds (except each ones side effects) and they do null each others side effects quite nicely. no great results in terms of penile health yet but we will see.
http://www.pssdforum.com/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=3071

other than that im thinking of ways to increase vascularity, and possibly thinking of a long term protocol plan with "healthy" and "non crazy meds" type of supps. frankly i am starting to believe im past that. but hey, it might come back, so who knows.
that would probably include pycnogenol+arginine, maca as supplement base, and selegiline + tadalafil as med base. i think ill ask for help in that field soon
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