AnhedonicApe - Intro

[AnhedonicApe]

Man, i tried. The first year of pssd i tried excersising walking all day all that crap. Didn't bring me anything. I can not bring up the motivation anymore. I feel like an empty battery.

Welcome to the dark side. I realised it way earlier and have been staying home for over two years now. We all float down here. You'll float too.

why do you keep going? Like what is the point.

[nasibi]

Man, i tried. The first year of pssd i tried excersising walking all day all that crap. Didn't bring me anything. I can not bring up the motivation anymore. I feel like an empty battery.

Welcome to the dark side. I realised it way earlier and have been staying home for over two years now. We all float down here. You'll float too.

why do you keep going? Like what is the point.

Well if I quit now it would be all over. Where as if I just let the time pass, let say in 10 years I may find a fix. Who knows?

[AnhedonicApe]

True, its only very hard to distract myself. Even videogames are no fun

[nasibi]

True, its only very hard to distract myself. Even videogames are no fun

Don't cling to the past. Accept your new reality. Detatch yourself of your identity and consider yourself more kind of a biological being, an organism. This way your ego won't get hurt much and time will pass.

[AnhedonicApe]

True, its only very hard to distract myself. Even videogames are no fun

Don't cling to the past. Accept your new reality. Detatch yourself of your identity and consider yourself more kind of a biological being, an organism. This way your ego won't get hurt much and time will pass.

Thats my problem. I know you are right. But i could never accept this.

[Snake]

True, its only very hard to distract myself. Even videogames are no fun

Don't cling to the past. Accept your new reality. Detatch yourself of your identity and consider yourself more kind of a biological being, an organism. This way your ego won't get hurt much and time will pass.

Thats my problem. I know you are right. But i could never accept this.

You will, that's the only way.

[AnhedonicApe]

I can accept pssd, i can not accept forgetting my old self and leave it all

[nasibi]

I can accept pssd, i can not accept forgetting my old self and leave it all

You have to do what you have to do in order to survive. Or else you will end up where Zadig did.

[AnhedonicApe]

I can accept pssd, i can not accept forgetting my old self and leave it all

You have to do what you have to do in order to survive. Or else you will end up where Zadig did.

I probably will end up like that. If i would enjoy gaming or something i could cope. Now it's not doable. I also identify with him about the not going outside because it's too confronting, i do this too. I can't accept.

[nasibi]

I can accept pssd, i can not accept forgetting my old self and leave it all

You have to do what you have to do in order to survive. Or else you will end up where Zadig did.

I probably will end up like that. If i would enjoy gaming or something i could cope. Now it's not doable. I also identify with him about the not going outside because it's too confronting, i do this too. I can't accept.

I am in the same boat as you. Lost all emotions and cannot enjoy anything. No movies, music, gaming, work, sports, nature, family, reading- absolutely nothing. Drugs have no effect on me either. I don't get drunk or high. Alchohol, Dopaminergic drugs, opioids, benzos etc have no effect on me.

I used to talk to Zadig alot. He was on a fast track. I told him that may not end up well for him. But that is what he wanted. In the end we all make our own decisions.