alexc wrote: ↑Mon Jan 25, 2021 10:36 pm
I haven’t posted on the board in months. Back in July I decided to try Buspirone Despite not taking any medications for more than 12 years.
I was getting not much benefit from everything else tried.
Alexc, I remember when you posted here. It was a long time ago.
I bet staying away from forum discussions must have helped you too. I am glad you at least got back to post a quick update.
Between late July and late September and I gradually increased up to 60 mg per day. I did feel some slight increase in anxiety and insomnia in the first several weeks but they tapered off
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I had paradoxical anxiety while increasing my daily dose too, I also posted here, It happened when I was increasing over 30 mg/day. Today, I think It was due to my low tolerance to side effects, somehow I was overreacting to it and feeding anxiety/worries. I am glad it alleviated after a while.
It is now January and I have been on the full 60 mg dose for four months. It has most definitely helped me! Although my libido isn’t crazy high, it is present and I am back to having almost full function. The majority of the time I can actually have an orgasm which I haven’t experienced in years! There is no doubt in my mind that BuSpirone and has been beneficial to me! I’m not particularly thrilled about taking a medication but I don’t seem to have any side effects at this point.
You are another example of
getting benefits while on the upper dose range, long term use, and taking it divided in 3x a day. I remember you said you had been avoiding medications as possible for almost a decade, with relative success managing OCD, before you tried this medication. I do agree about libido not being "crazy high" and It was not my case either, maybe just a "decent one" is enough, and it is expected. It has also been noted even on early trials:
At Some point down the road I will probably try to taper down and see if there is any loss I have benefit but I am not in a hurry. I have not been on this forum in months and I’m curious, Arahant, If you are still seeing the same benefits and if you have tried tapering down at all? I am very pleased with my progress so far and I have had PSSD for almost 13 years now. I do not regret trying Buspirone!
I stayed at 60 mg/day for many months but unlike you, I was having a few annoying side effects, I don't have much tolerance to side effects and I tend to overthink about it and I guess I am not alone
That's why I am tapering down very/quite and amazingly slowly, I am not in a hurry either
. As you noted, strong orgasms alongside other improvements are difficult to be forgiven.
But specifically answering your question, on the upper dose range, my response was super high, even better than before taking any drug, I felt like "sexual-performance-doping"
, I am aware that was never my average response, and tapering down I feel that my response it converging to my baseline before taking Sertraline. I am around two years taking it but I am still unsure if I would ever taper to zero.
I hope you keep enjoying your moment.
Arahant