Lie and say no, because I've took it without research, I was so confident about my progress, thought LSD is in opposite to mdma and ssris.
Things were getting good, nice hang, heavy balls without meds. Very, very stupidly I took LSD and ended with severe panic attack (hopefully not serotonin syndrome) and shrunken, numb dick due to serotonin overflow. Yeah, before that I experienced self-acceptance and union with f universe. Took Mianserin and benzos and it was good. Two days after that had nice sex, I'd say had better drive, erection and everything.
So now, ten days after that I have quite severe anxiety and I guess panic attacks unless Mianserin. I'm scared to death that I've lost my precoius gains, the more I'm scared, the more my dick is shrunk, so I'm more scared and so on. Overall my dick is somewhat worse. Unfortunately I'm aware (after fact) that some reports over internet are labeled "permanent".
I would roughly give a damn about that, because Mianserin works like a charm in higher doses, unfortunately causes blood dyscrasia in my case, so I can potentially die, still better than suicide I guess.
God I'm so ashamed. Hopefully it's just temporary (3 months) neurotrasmiters disturbance and anxiety before everything, still got some mornig wood (albeit weakened) and some libido, but I'm so fuckin scared.
Unbelievable I was so stupid.
This is just too much.
Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise?
Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise?
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Re: Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise? Say no.
I've post this shit and I feel A LOT better. So yeah, could be "only in my head" to some degree.
Overall I understood what I have and what I've gained since quitting ssris two years ago. Taking LSD was a lesson, especially parts about plastic reality/body/mindset.
I desperately believe I'm (quite) ok.
Overall I understood what I have and what I've gained since quitting ssris two years ago. Taking LSD was a lesson, especially parts about plastic reality/body/mindset.
I desperately believe I'm (quite) ok.
Re: Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise? Say no.
Given everyone is different I can't say it's impossible it negatively affected you. With that said, having taken LSD, i am quite certain it had no negative impact at least on myself. In fact I noticed a subjective amelioration of some symptoms while on it and would be willing to experiment further; no, this is not me telling anyone else to try it out.
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Re: Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise? Say no.
I heardm mushrooms can reverse ssri and Mdma damage
Re: Could LSD spoil ones brain pssdwise? Say no.
I've returned to baseline after two weeks for anyone interested which is absolutely amazing.
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Hey man o hope things get better. But that’s very interesting because LSD actually cured me fully and made me hyper sexual when I took it. That’s really odd, I made a post about it. Maybe there’s different mechanisms at play here for each of us and a different type of solution? I’m not going to take it again but I’m researching what works in a similar way.Zero wrote:Lie and say no, because I've took it without research, I was so confident about my progress, thought LSD is in opposite to mdma and ssris.
Things were getting good, nice hang, heavy balls without meds. Very, very stupidly I took LSD and ended with severe panic attack (hopefully not serotonin syndrome) and shrunken, numb dick due to serotonin overflow. Yeah, before that I experienced self-acceptance and union with f universe. Took Mianserin and benzos and it was good. Two days after that had nice sex, I'd say had better drive, erection and everything.
So now, ten days after that I have quite severe anxiety and I guess panic attacks unless Mianserin. I'm scared to death that I've lost my precoius gains, the more I'm scared, the more my dick is shrunk, so I'm more scared and so on. Overall my dick is somewhat worse. Unfortunately I'm aware (after fact) that some reports over internet are labeled "permanent".
I would roughly give a damn about that, because Mianserin works like a charm in higher doses, unfortunately causes blood dyscrasia in my case, so I can potentially die, still better than suicide I guess.
God I'm so ashamed. Hopefully it's just temporary (3 months) neurotrasmiters disturbance and anxiety before everything, still got some mornig wood (albeit weakened) and some libido, but I'm so fuckin scared.
Unbelievable I was so stupid.
This is just too much.
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