My intro into the world of PSSD

[GIXXER]

My start into the world of antidepressants began about 13 years ago. I started on paxil, but didnt stay on it because of the sexual side effects and it didnt really work, however my sex drive came back. I was still depressed and used drugs/alcohol to deal with it. I was going down a bad road so I decided to try antidepressants again, I dont know how or why but EFFEXOR was my choice this time, and this was the one that brought me into PSSD. While I was on effexor I felt great, my libido was great, but It was very difficult to get erections, and If I took a ED pill I would be good to go. I didnt like the idea of taking pills all the time to feel normal, and it was very expensive. So I weened of EFFEXOR the proper way under my Dr. recommendations, as I did my erections slowly started coming back this lasted for about a week, and then BAM out of no where there was nothing it was gone. Over the years Ive been on and off different antidepressants, but never went back on EFFEXOR. Ive been off of antidepressants for about 4 years now. I did this by changing my diet, and cutting out SUGAR (evil shit I believe its a huge cause of anxiety and depression) other than PSSD I feel great.

Ive tried all the herbal recommendations, and erection pills with some working for a short time. I wont list what other people have tried but I have tried what some of you may find extreme.

-The peptide PT141, WOW it was like I 14 again crazy hard erections out of no where, but no libido or genital anesthesia. If I had sex there was no real feeling, and no release of oxytocin after climaxing.


-GHB made me very horny, but GHB is highly illegal, and I didnt like the idea of using it.

-MDMA strong desire to cuddle, make out, and have sex. Getting an erection would be difficult but sex would be amazing. Like GHB highly illegal, and the come downs are fucking horrible.

-PGE1 rock hard porn star erections. No libido or satisfaction of having sex so whats the point. I aslo dont like the idea of injecting something into my penis, and its a huge hassle.

-IBOGA I tried iboga this weekend. WOW AMAZING I wish I tried IBOGA before I went down the road of antidepressants. It took all the dark shit that lead to my depression and crushed it into nothing. I feel reborn, and have a passion for life again not numb to it like I was before. I havent noticed any changes toward my libido though (although I might be feeling a small bit of libido this morning), but they said IBOGA will work its wonders for about 30 days afterwards, and what I do in those 30 days is very important. I can say I agree with that because it really wants to me to take a positive approach to finding a solution to PSSD, and also to help others that are in dark places in their lives. Yes some of you might want to call it hippie new age shit, but Im far from a hippie, and Im agnostic. Im not on here too tell others what they should do only to share my experiences with everyone.

Thank You

[escitalopramsucks]

Hi Gixxer

Can you tell us how is iboga working on you relating to sex and emotional and romantic feelings?
I'm very interested in enteogens and KAMBO and iboga seems to be a good try.

Thanks

[GIXXER]

Im back down to baseline again, and still have PSSD.

Iboga was a positive experience, its unloaded all the dark negative experiences of my past which lead me to antidepressants to begin with. Its also put my ego in check, and Im no longer comparing myself to others. Im always looking at ways to be happy and positive by reading books, and meditating. I also notice when I catch myself being negative, when I do I quickly change that habit.

Ive been taking a daily dose of 5mg of cialis, I do get erections and I can masturbate but there's still no feel or desire to romantic. It feels numb and fake.

Im thinking about maybe going back on a low dose of effexor because when I was on it I had a sex drive, and the desire to be romantic.

Do your research before doing Iboga. I researched about Iboga and Ayahausca for a few years before I decided to do it.

[hgwxx7]

Hi Gixxer, will you use iboga again for longer period?